so after a not so great day, my mom called me with some bad news. my granddad is in the hospital again. he's coughing up blood. he's not doing well. i don't know if they know if it's his cancer that has gotten worse or something else. i'm going home this weekend. i don't know what else to do.
i didn't wanna go to sleep, which is probably why i'm getting in and writing this past 2 in the morning. i went on a really long bike ride with a friend. we rode downtown then towards carytown before his bike chain went to pieces.
seems as though everything is falling apart. i don't really know what else to say other than i'm pissed, and i hate that this is happening. i hate it so fucking much. i hate that i'm not back home right now, and i hate that even when i was it wasn't enough.
i don't want to go to sleep.
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i hope yr ok kimama.
xo
mak
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